Forewarned is forearmed

Am i free or what?

My finals are just round the corner there is only 1 month left to go, and im still here doing irrelavant things. whatever it is... this is just another piece of my crap drawing.. hhehehe. The "Rambo" version.....

Its in our nature to be LAzy

Arts

Death OF my MUG

CLick on the picture to read my JOurnal...... lazy to retype it again....so here it is..
my nigga MUg died.....REst in Pieces My old Friend.

Counterfactual thinking

I laid my eyes on you ,
if only i could just say the right things,
if only there is more time for us,
if only i was there to hold her,

She walked into my heart with a smile,
She took my hands around her arms,
I'd travel a thousand miles back for her,
when she smile, my heart melts.

If only
If only
If only
If only

If only i never left.... she'll never leave me.
If only i knew what would happen to me.
If only i knew things would turn out this way
there will never be another IF.

NOw or Never

"My story stops here, lets be clear
This scenario is happening everywhere
And you ain't going to nirvana or farvana
You're coming right back here to live out your karma
With even more drama than previously, seriously
Just how many centuries have we been
waiting for someone else to make us free
And we refuse to see
That people overseas suffer just like we
Bad leadership and ego's unfettered and free
Who feed one the people they're supposed to lead
I don't need good people to pray and wait
For the lord to make it all straight
There's only now, do it right." (Faithless-Mass Destruction)

take action now or never..... nothing is going to happend if you dont DO IT NOW!
JUST DO IT........ but do what??
What do i want? the question that i've been asking myself........
Everything is a lie................

what i need i havent got it......it needs to be earned. I've always taken things for granted..... and that kind of attitude makes you feel like shit in the end.

all of us are motivated by emotions.... we are not machine that works totally on logic.
i need attention?i need to be wanted.... dont we all??

Life is a pile of shit, when your in a shit hole.... Every where is the same.
"Grass is always greener on the otherside" this notion that is embeded in our subconcious mind are always making people wonder why. People change we change, things change..... for things to change for the better is always better to change oneself.....
Evaluating/asses our own actions, behaviour and attitude towards the ideal person you want to be.
FOr me? Im not an individual, im like most people... Mentally Weak, emotionally driven person.
i try to be what i am not, try to be what i want to be, try to be like what i am susposed to be, try to be everything i need to be. the harder you try the harder you fall....... when your real self isnt your ideal self = depression kicks in. real self =/ oughtself = anxiety.

we're always trying to gain the balance....... never go too far. 69 is the my symbol of balance. *grin*

Care to dance?

Good evening ladies..........
care to dance??

Okay basically, i dont dance......maybe a lil bhangra that jasmine taught me (not true) hahahaha
i suddenly looked like the guy from 'American Psycho' Patrick bateman- "im on the verge of frenzy".