such a lonely day, and its mine. its the most lonliest day of my life. Such days should be banned. At least im glad that i survived.....

A dogs life... eat,play, shit, sleep and reproduce. this dog is cute but it cost $$ to own it. Toy dog that doesnt really do much, will not protect your house from intruders. do pretty much nothing...... love to play with em but never wanted to take good care of em.

arghhhhh!! im screwed...... why dont i just give them my life instead?? asking for this and that.... im not their puppet,i know they cared, but still..... its my choice.

system of a down

Thats my new companion...
all i need is some good music now adays, louder than the loudest noise, to clear my head of the recent events. LOvin it, thanks to the internet

Meaning behind bra size

Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E, F, G, and H are the letters used to define bra sizes?

{A} Almost Boobs

{B} Barely there.

{C} Can't Complain!

{D} Dang!

{DD} Double dang!

{E} Enormous!

{F} Fake.

{G}Get a Reduction.

{H}Help me, I've fallen and I can't get up!





ahahahhaahhaha.....

ONLY ONE

she's got a pretty smile
it covers up the poison that she hides
she walks around in circles in my head
waiting for a chance to break me
a chance to take me down
now I see the burden you gave me
is too much to carry
too much to bury inside

I guess you're the only one
that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one
left standing when everything else goes down
you're still the only one
yeah you're still the only one

it's all shallow and all so appealing now
I'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning anyway in a sea of
sarcastic faces
familiar places
everything looks quite the same here it's
all confusingly amusing
bitter and tainted
the picture you painted to me

I guess you're the only one
that nobody changes
guess you're the only one
left standing when everything else goes down
you're still the only one
who will never change faces
I guess you're the only one
left standing when everything else goes down

just cause it's all in your head
doesn't mean it has to be in mine
don't believe what you said
still can't get it out of my mind
I've tried to find myself an approval
I've already been there
already done that it
got me nowhere it
brought me nothing but a good place to hide in
no one to confide in now

I guess you're the only one
that nobody changes
I guess you're the only one
that will never change faces
I guess you're the only one

resignation letter

The warehouse

Southcity

Christchurch
New Zealand

To Whom It May Concern:

It is with both regret and anticipation that I submit this letter of resignation, effective *Censord*

I have decided to go back home forever; therefore I’ve decided to leave this company FOREVER AND EVER!

Please be assured that I will do all I can to assist in the smooth transfer of my responsibilities before leaving.

It has been my genuine pleasure to work for The Warehouse during these years. I have enjoyed working with The Warehouse’s fine staff of hardworking colleagues.

As a useful reference to my future employer, I would like a letter that states I’ve been working with your company and a summary of the last pay slip for Inland Revenue if you may.

In the meantime, I wish both you and The Warehouse every good fortune and I would like to thank you once again for having me as part of your team.

Yours sincerely,

Yih Shin , Ker

MOoner Yang fella

here, kiss my arse......

My meditation moments....

During meditation i always Meditate with style! now adays, everything is about style!! it doesnt matter if your really doing it or not, but you'll have to do it with style!

Learn to skate with Yih Shin, and you'll skate like SH*T

This isnt the way to do an ollie kickflip!!

p/s: i Dont skate for any Company, group ... etc or anysort. VOlcom? it sud say "VOlcome" to my blog! heheh lame...
STep1: go onto the board and try not to fall off it... the picture with my feet touching the ground is an bad example.
Step2 : jump with the board (obviously you'll need to jump). Doing an ollie with the skateboard is different and more difficult that skiping ropes. you wanna know how?? hehehe ask....
step3: land and try to land with style..... "AHemmm" coughs.......

Do You hear me?

Are you looking down on me right now?
I feel your presence beem down
Watching you get ill, it changed our lives
Your hand went limp and we cried
I didn't realize you had to go
Emotionless overflow
I wish I had the chance to tell you I'm so sorry

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

I know that you are in a better place
Somewhere that you can escape
I'm looking for a sign from up above
That you still care and have love
I was really young and didn't know
The pain took over your soul
I wish I had the chance to tell you, I'm so sorry

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

Work harder
For nothing
To find you
I'm sorry
Work harder
For nothing at all
To find you
You're nowhere

unstable

I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then I was in the start
Come dive right in and tear me apart

I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
I keep coming back I never get killed

there is a stone in my heart

i drown in my own sorrows. drowning within my own fake smile.... no one can save me but myself.
im down, fallen into the valley of the shadow of death...... i will have to take the hard long road out of hell. a mask that i put on to show that im okay, a smiles that we put on to makes us feel better...

i feel like there is a stone in my heart..... it feels so heavy.

is it a crime?

is it a crime that i still want you, and want you to want me too. Its been a long time since we've seen each other, i know your confused, i know that you dont know what it is.
it hurts to hear you say that you, love me no more; but i still want you....

never feels good as the first time, never babeh..... good times comes and they go. we always lie in the past, so we rely on the past special moments that last....

what could equal the bliss, the thrill of the first kiss........??

Jasmine,
i wont pretend that i dont love you.....
i still really really love you....

No matter what you say ....i'll hang on

In Heaven's name why are you walking away?
Hang on to your love.
In Heaven's name why do you play these games?
Hang on to your love.

Take time if you're down on luck.
It's so easy to walk out on love.
Take you time if the going gets tough.
It's so precious.

So if you want it to get stronger you'd better not let go.
You've got to hold on longer if you want you love to grow.
Got to stick together, hand in glove.
Hold on tight, don't fight.
Hang on to your love.

In Heaven's name why are you walking away?
Hang on to your love.
In Heaven's name why do you play these games?
Hang on to your love.

Be brave when the journey is rough,
it's not easy when you're in love.
Don't be ashamed when the going gets tough
it's not easy,
don't give up.

If want it to get stronger you'd better not let go.
You got to hold on longer if you want you love to grow.
Got to stick together, hand in glove.
Hold on tight, don't fight.
Hang on to your love.

17/11/2005

this evening the whole family went out for steam boat, which is the lasttime i would go to that crappy restaurant, the food suxed, presentation wise looks dirty and the things you can get are very limited. Rating for that restaurant are 1 out of 10, its damn @!#!%!^*^%$^ expensive, if i knew earlier i wouldnt have suggested to go to that piece of lousy restaurant. hehe but it might be the lasttime i would spend $118.65 on that restaurant. Im 21 already today!! what the heck?? why?? why?? why am i growing up so fast??i wish i was still a kid with nothing to worry about, no stress, no pressure, no responsibility(i need to learn this 1). talking about restaurant, we sat there till 10.21pm trying to eat as much as possible. haha.

its time to play some pool after ages!! 6 people playing in 1 pool table, it was going fine till cousin friends showed up and there was 2 of this drunkards trying to molest one of my cousin's friend, the whole bunch of girls on the other table came over to us. at 1st i thought that its was one of their friends and they were having fun teaching the girls how to play some pool. BUt that wasnt the case.... this kuai lou started saying stuff and touching the girls, they were shit scared. haha it was funny to see. the everyone on the other table came to us and this kuai lou followed to our table saying "are you scared of me?" and Yang replied saying "Why, dont you just go away??" this kuai lous started to move towards and say " WHAT DID YOU SAY??" by this time, i took one of the cue behind me.........thinking if this guy(kuai lou) threw the 1st punch he's gonna have this CUE in his head. But luckily........... he shaked yangs hand and mumble some stuff and went on. he was still harassing the girls and wouldnt want to leave, he was accompanied by one of his friend, i stood up and wanting to say a few words of my own (ahemmmm 18SX) before i could do that, his friend took him away!! Pheww... i tot i was getting some action that night. its been a long time since the last "gang fight" i've got myself into. haha...

called my parents yesterday to say hi and talked to them about things..... could sleep well after talking to them. Called Jas, but she was busy.... like usual.....

p/s: Please Ignore all the grammatical errors and such........ hahaha

guide 4 memory tricks

Four Memory Tricks

Nothing helps you get ahead quicker than a good memory. Whether you're trying to remember the name of the guy you just met, a state capital, or complex sets of business data, these simple tricks can help you improve your memory skills.

1. Start by chunking. According to psychologists, it's especially hard to make your brain recall long lists of separate pieces of information. To make it easier to remember a long list of almost anything, break the list into small and manageable groups, or "chunks."

For example, you might find it hard to remember all of the original 13 British colonies in the United States. But if you break them into small groups based on common traits, such as the region each colony belongs in, it's much easier. First, just concentrate on learning which colonies belong in which region. When you know each region, you know the whole set of 13.

Mid-Atlantic

1. Delaware
2. New York
3. New Jersey
4. Pennsylvania

Southern

1. Maryland
2. Virginia
3. North Carolina
4. South Carolina
5. Georgia

New England

1. Connecticut
2. Rhode Island
3. Massachusetts
4. New Hampshire

2. Use mnemonic devices. These are memory improvement techniques, and are sometimes quite elaborate. One common device uses words or abbreviations to compress lists of information into shorter bits that are easier to remember. Here are some common examples:

Names of the Great Lakes

H-O-M-E-S; Huron, Ontario, Michigan, Erie, Superior

Colors of the spectrum

R-o-y G. B-i-v; Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo Violet

Order of operations in mathematics

Please Explain My Dull, Awful Subjects; Parentheses, Exponents, Multiplication/Division, Addition/Subtraction

Planets in the solar system

Many Vocal Enemies Make Jokes Squealing Under Nervous Pressure; Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto

Biology taxonomy

Kings Play Chess On Funny Green Squares; Kingdom, Phylum, Class, Order, Family, Genus, Species

Musical scale

Every Good Boy Does Fine; E, G, B, D, F

3. Link information to visual cues. Often it's easier to remember a place or an image and its characteristics, than it is to recall a set of unfamiliar pieces of information. To memorize the information, you can try taking an item from the list and associating it in your mind with a picture or place that you know well.

For example, let's say you need to memorize the presidents of the United States since World War II. You could associate each of the presidents with a place you know well, such as your front porch:

Eisenhower	Sitting on the steps
Kennedy	Knocking at the front door
Johnson	Swinging on a porch swing
Nixon	Standing at the mailbox
Ford	Ringing the doorbell
Carter	Sitting in a wicker chair
Reagan	Standing under the porch light
Bush (1st)	Standing on the right
Clinton	Sitting at a table
Bush (2nd)	Standing on the left

To reinforce this, you could draw a sketch of your porch, and note on it the location of each president. This technique is so powerful that you might find yourself thinking of the presidents the next time you go to your porch.

4. Read with a purpose. Many psychologists think that the best way to remember what you read is to follow the PQ4R method. PQ4R is a mnemonic device for Preview, Question, and four R's: Read, Reflect, Recite, Review.

If you are reading a chapter in your biology book, for example, you should start by skimming the whole chapter for an overview. Then create some questions to concentrate on while you study, such as "How does photosynthesis work?" Then read the chapter.

After you've finished, reflect--think about how the chapter has answered your questions. Recite the answers back to yourself, explaining the information in your own words. Finally, go back through the book, skimming again for the main points.

Sound like a lot of work? It may take longer than a quick skim, but it's also a great way to make sure you retain what you are reading, rather than just sitting in front of the book and turning pages.

im in too deep

what am i to do? all i think is you.......craving for you. i nevermeant to leave you babie, nevermeant to hurt you babie. your so addictive babie......i want you, i need you. im in too deep, too deep in you, fallen too deep. holding on like we always do.

what am i to do without you.....

all i need right now is a hug........ it feels like someone i know.. Mmmmm ahhhhHHHHh SYokkkk.. dowan let go.. but it was at an intersection and so, i have to let it go... 

Who's the man??? heheehe ahshin the lion tamer!! sayang sayang Mr. lion.......! i wanted to climb on that thing and ride like the wind but i shyyy.. go many people around there...heheh 

for a second i tot of breaking the glass and get the black dress for ahkow,hehe. but she'll never fit into it kekeke!! we'll just leave it there... 

bigggg shell... this 1 is just the babie!! there is a larger 1!! you can see all these from TE PAPA museum!! Who's your daddy now???hehehe 

ohhh the wall feels so nice......gimme a second to feel the tenderness of the wall paper and the refreshing scent from the toilet! hehehehe 

feeler

You got inside my head today, I felt you
Said my imagination's tryin' to hold you
Responsible for all my ways I told you
Take me into happy days I know, know, know

That you, and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these imaginary fields of love

You got inside my head today, I felt you
Said my imagination's tryin' to hold you
Responsible for all my ways I told you
Take me into happy days, I know, know, know

That you, and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these, imaginary fields of love, you get to me.

You and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these, imaginary fields

You and I, will be, always,
Onside, in these, imaginary fields

pictures that you dont want to see v.2.0.1 (wellington trip)