NOw or Never

"My story stops here, lets be clear
This scenario is happening everywhere
And you ain't going to nirvana or farvana
You're coming right back here to live out your karma
With even more drama than previously, seriously
Just how many centuries have we been
waiting for someone else to make us free
And we refuse to see
That people overseas suffer just like we
Bad leadership and ego's unfettered and free
Who feed one the people they're supposed to lead
I don't need good people to pray and wait
For the lord to make it all straight
There's only now, do it right." (Faithless-Mass Destruction)

take action now or never..... nothing is going to happend if you dont DO IT NOW!
JUST DO IT........ but do what??
What do i want? the question that i've been asking myself........
Everything is a lie................

what i need i havent got it......it needs to be earned. I've always taken things for granted..... and that kind of attitude makes you feel like shit in the end.

all of us are motivated by emotions.... we are not machine that works totally on logic.
i need attention?i need to be wanted.... dont we all??

Life is a pile of shit, when your in a shit hole.... Every where is the same.
"Grass is always greener on the otherside" this notion that is embeded in our subconcious mind are always making people wonder why. People change we change, things change..... for things to change for the better is always better to change oneself.....
Evaluating/asses our own actions, behaviour and attitude towards the ideal person you want to be.
FOr me? Im not an individual, im like most people... Mentally Weak, emotionally driven person.
i try to be what i am not, try to be what i want to be, try to be like what i am susposed to be, try to be everything i need to be. the harder you try the harder you fall....... when your real self isnt your ideal self = depression kicks in. real self =/ oughtself = anxiety.

we're always trying to gain the balance....... never go too far. 69 is the my symbol of balance. *grin*