Its been really quite some time since i've blog, usually just copy and paste articles and stuff from other sources. the question is why i have stop writing stuff that sometime really matters?

We all have a limited time and time is scarce, opportunity costs comes into play. 24hours a day is what everyone gets, till One expires and starts to push daisies from the ground. How do you want to spend your time on each day? I've been cruising smoothly and spend my time doing nothing that really matters. But on each day I've seen people busy with their daily work and chores that they do not really have the time to wonder about, instead they are really focused on their jobs that sometimes may seem to be like Zombies at work. Monday to Friday is just like every other week, Work and nothing else but doing what their job scopes said that they be doing.

For me, I've always have the urge inside me to do something extraordinary and to be exposed to life outside the comfort zone. "life's too short to be small" that is the 1st thing that came out and from my subconscious mind I've realize that this is the time to come out and detach myself into a harsher unforgiving world. The events that occur today that have me stunt and made me feel that i've so much to learn in the business world and the skills that i needed to build rapport on.

Fear, shame and my commitment is the obstacles that i need to get past in order to achieve greater heights of life. Even my own customers have come to say that, i need to grab life by the balls and be a man. Shit, that really makes me feel like a fucking pussy for weeks.

ARghhhhh Muthafucker!!!! When will I wake up and learn that life isn't a bed of roses, for certain things that you hope to achieve and gain, there will always be a price to be paid. What i will do to save my career that is now in the valley of death??