What seems so short but felt so long?
"The waiting game" when your waiting to go back to that someone on the otherside of the world, seems like a thousand years! it also maybe certain event that is not in your favor or things thats not going your way as you expected.
This is not life, i hate this life, im sick of it....... sick of how im living my life. but what ever we do we still have to hold on, no matter how hard it is but we still have got to do it and take the pain. doing nothing is suffering, doing samething everyday is suffering, having done nothing after doing so many things is also suffering, the worst is losing something/someone that you loved. life is about pain and right now im just exposed to it, we humans evolve everyday, getting new insight of a certain level and advancement. no matter how painful is certain thing, we are still accepting it and find a way to live with it. everyone thinks that going overseas is a great experience, yes it is, but its hard when you have to live in a foreign land for a long time.......... you might say that 3 years is an easy task for you, it maybe, when you have no attachment to your desires and emotions. i sometimes find myself lost inside, have no clear mind in what i wanted to be or do. i wonder weather it is something that is to do with the bringing up of a child or influence of the people surrounding. living without a goal, is like floating on a ocean, with no direction, you just keep floating till you hit the sand .